day3, well literally day4 already.
i have being sleeping in the weirdest positions for the past several days..
from sleeping on chair (when a empty physical bed is jus beside), to sleeping on sofa, sleeping on 1third a bed, seat sleeping on the floor, and well, today, i slept on the road.

haha. i seriously need some very good sleep this coming weekend.
my voice is gone! way too sexy now, a few more shouting and its bye bye dear voice. i am quite surprised with myself actually, that i manage to switch between super high enthu-ness to sudden intensive stress.. its only being 3 days and it have being very rocky, solving problems inside and outside. sometime, i start to wonder if i am doing the right things about those decisions made.
and i am thoroughly surpised by how bo-liao some people can be to repeatedly turn up at our camps to be repeatedly escorted away by me. IDIOT.

it’s funny how things sort themselves out.

this weekend is definitely a look forward to one. i can almost feel the transition gng on even before it starts!

are you really there?

this post is really a terrible mix. cause i have real fustration but at the same time, i realise there are things for me to be happy with. and that i am really happy for.

happiness is priceless.
no one can buy that smile on your face to take it away or to put it on.

i cannot believe the anger and flame i m on now… so fed up i cannot hear my hearbeat!

totally pissed.

this is super bad! my heart is like skipping beats randomly.. total shit!

bye

i realise when i have increasing numbers of unread emails, it easily means that there is stuff in my mailbox i do not feel like or not in the mood to look into.
although i m missing home.. i seriously hope that i can get stuck here in hk, really.

alright, so i have being trying to escape, very badly.. if it is possible, i wun even want to be facing it.

this is the period when we try to confirm our successor and at the same time, explaining to them or at least, letting them know what are the things they can expect. and almost all the time.. i find it almost too distrubing the amt of details i have to hide to not scare them away. partly cos too, its way too subjective.. some problem may or may not arise and some may have really simple solution. they will be working with different people who will be having different working styles and expectations.

but one of the most irritating thing i cannot stand is solving other people problem. it’s almost like an everyday responsiblity, where you were never in the loop of what’s going on, what have happened, what will be happening.. and then suddenly, a big problem pop up, and it became your problem to provide the best solution.
what most tiring is the need to convince yourself to solve a problem caused which they issue is something you don’t believe in! is like something against your good intention is done and a problem have arise as such, and its your sole responsibility to resolve it. sian.

hk have being a really interesting trip. the people i get to interact or maybe can even put it as, the people that i or didn’t want to interact with me or i didn’t want to interact with.. i gain a whole new perspective about people. and as i have mentioned earlier today. i gain a whole new perspective about time, but of cause, that’s for the much much lighter note.

it’s all about perspective. a ball is round, but give millions of different prints from the different million angels.
a blind man can never really feel that the animal in front is the elephant.

and an ambitious man, is usually blinded, most of the time.

done w presentation.. Other groups are doing it and man! are they taking longer than 10 minutes!!! wth

i realize something new today.

What time can do.

People always say time can heal blah blah blah.. But I just realize time can do otherwise too! time cause u to misses what you may have neglected. time help u to find out the other side of another person. Time help u to understand others more. and time help you to love.

hk have being a very interesting trip, the hostel I was staying at was an eye opener.. and the hk transport system have enlighten me how people travel here.. and the never empty streets! it’s like so super crowded even at 3am in the morning, everyday!!!!

cloud blocked the sunrise today (((

have being sleeping less than 3 hrs each day.. Only 1 today, I almost though I was in sg.

the forum is abt green life.. learnt quite a few interesting facts I knew but never really understand the depth.

YES! I am backed w more crap and totally random posting!!! I don’t look forward to Sunday..

Ok, this port do smell.. So what do you want to know?

cycling in the rain. the cold rain drop hitting against your face, and the strong wind blowing against u.
the feeling is simple light hearted and warming..

its less than 2 hours into my birthday.. and this have definitely being the most awesome birthday so far..

i was totally dumbstrucked today. or rather moments ago.
and together w the excitment of my hk trip..
gng to take some photos of those boxes before i try to sleep.
i will be back from hk to post probably one of the most happy post here.. hahaha. =)

happy birthday to me!

screaming for my bed please!!! hahaha stupid briefing in the morning.. And I woke up at the reporting time.. Alrighty man!!!

hong kong tmr!!! wooooo, it’s almost like destined that I got this getaway from all the crap here.. haha
people issue sucks! all these socially in-ept people shall really just stay at home..

Ok, going to add fly away mtv utube vid here, when at my comp.. Hahahaa..

oh man! i so want to!!!!!

today is a weird day! i being getting calls from the whole world!!!!!
oh man!! why do everyone choose to call today!!!!! gosh~