still in office, but then completely no mood to work.. damnit la.. i m so way behind for so many damn things.. argh.. the pile jus keep stackin! and the day time is w pretty much distraction to get things done smoothly..

how how how?

my msn pm was this: “i want to jus be a dumb ass who sit by the road sit watchin ppl walking by!”
over this few days, i sorta stumbled on a lot of stuff, a lot of stuff i m not suppose to knw directly and indirectly. and a lot of stuff i really hate to be knowing and really dun want to know and a lot of stuff i really hate knowing and really hope i didn’t knew about it..
and so. it is those that i really hate knowing and hope i didn’t knew stuff that had being bothering me..

i totally hate this feelin.. the feelin of knowin wad’s gng on, but in no control, in no control even to ur own thoughts and action.. like, so thoughts and action are required, or even compulsory to ensure thr no control dun get out of control. damnit

i m like a man in the big sea, w all i got to head shore, but somehow, too lost to find my way shore..

argh. forget it.. this is so despressing i dun even want to think abt it.. i got a fukin list of stuff to finish!

if only. haiz. color me up or jus make me dumb!

wing jus reminded me, results is comin out soon, damn, this totally make my days and day worser. too many haiz this few days le..
2008, wad r u bringin me?