do you remember all your very important and special first time?

like the first time u started walking (maybe too young to recall)
your first toy!
the first time at the playground.
your first day at school…
the first time u get scolded..
your first time at the school’s assembly singing the national athem.
your first pe lesson.
your first pager?!
your first exams!
your first time in a cinema
the first time in a fun fair..
your first new environment..
the first time you stand in front of the class to present your work..
your first computer! first printer! first scanner!
your first oversea trip! first time on the plane..
your first love..
your first date w that special someone..
the first time you hold hands..
your first roller coaster ride..
the first phone.
your first kiss!!
the first time you give flowers or receive flowers!
your first punishment in class..
your first digital camera..
your first anxiety before the release of impt exam results..
your first F in class
your first in class
your first job interview..
your first job!
first day at the job..
and probably also the first time you meet a client..
the first time you make a mess infront of everyone else..
the first time you screw up a important presentation..

the list is probably gng to get very very long.. there is simply too many first time that is important and special to you… some may seems like nothing to someone else, but very special to you!
like to me.. my first sales call attempt.. arg.. i dun even want to think about it.. it was a complete screw up!!!!

but then.. all this FIRST i realise, was the attempt where the most effort.. most thought and consideration are put through.. and executed most carefully.. most protected.. and most taken care of… like my first phone. i was like a treasure to me.. the famous and powerful crab knocking Nokia 3310.. wow. i still remember we will change our casing once in some while.. change led.. bring it out for dance.. blah blah..

now.. so was is all this bullshit about?!? hahahaa.. i realise i am starting to take some stuff for granted.. some process, some belonging for granted.. and was askin myself.. wun i be getting all this stuff done more beautifully and w more pride and happiness, eagerness, and nervousness if i treat all this as my first time? and YES i think i will probably be putting in doubly the effort then..

and so yes!!! it will be my first time writing a technical report.. gng to a lab quiz.. and doing programming..
and i want to start to do things like they are all my first time.. where i will be extra carefull and to be certain before any red button is pressed..
and maybe speak to a friend like it is the first time we met, w the shyliness and great respect.. and the eagerness to give a first good impression.. wow.. tryin to do repeatitive thing like it is the first time is definitely not easy.. but i believe is worth more than jus a try.. but will be a very special and unique experience..

everyday is a new day..
let wake up everyday like it is your first time awake!
let’s look forward to school and work like it is gng to be your first time thr!!
give that smile, your best smile like its your first time smiling at this person..

and me! look forward to all that shit load of overdue work like it is my first attempt!!!

jiayoU!~ remember, you wake up everymorning w 2 choices!..