being a while since i really touched these codes.. really tiring trying to get back on pace!!

hahaha.. i came in, wrote one line! and then don’t know what to write already! weird! ok, let’s not turn this into my twitter space!

I can’t believe I have been going to bed at such early timing for this 2 days!!!

totally random! Haha.. Ok, off to sleep. Night, world!

this was suppose to be after the previous post. but i as continue typing, this post deserve to be given a title for.

i have being thinking a lot about if this is what i really want. i didn’t sleep well last night and woke up this morning feeling like shit and sort of went to the camp intro w quite a shitty face.
i am not too sure how you are reacting to my sms. i am sorry if it hurts.
i am going to give all my secrets away. burying myself in work is obviously not effective.

i know you are different when i realise you are slowly but very steadily becoming the one. not just because my heart says so, but because my mind agrees too. i am re-reading every sentence i type these day, looking out for ‘being’ & ‘shall’ and will stupidly put this smile across my face each time i spot one. i will go to bed, and suddenly jump up to find the quote for the next morning i eagerly look forward to. i just realise its only 3 weeks, but it seems like i have known you for such a long time.

i have been thinking a lot about if this is what i really want, because i want to be sure that this is what i can give to you every morning, every single moment. i want you to be happy, and cannot affort to let myself hurt you.

sorry but i cannot just think about what will happen tomorrow, the week after, next month or next year. i think about what will happens 20, 30 years down. ya, there have been many others, but they cannot go beyond the months.
from this morning, i am very sure you are the one. will you let me be the one too?

watched aftershock today yesterday. well, so this is an incomplete post of yesterday!
i like the starting scene. where the father brought a fan hope.
where happiness is all about enjoy the wind blowing against the face. where it’s all so simple and lifely.

there’s a few movie poster, but i really like this one. the feeling and emotion it evokes. can you imaging yourself making a decision that you end up torturing yourself with for 32 years or even longer? a decision you have to make in 23 seconds.

i cried twice in this movie. and quite a few moments where the tears jus drop. seriously, this is not the kind of show i would have planned to watch, but am really glad i did. a very good show that everyone should watch and learn to appreciate if you don’t know how! learn to appreciate life.

crap! i am locked inside cac room now. inside! and the emergency break glass to exit better works shall i need to shit or pee.

sort of?

google translate that from random.
well this should be one really random post! was playing really stupid game just now, but guess most of the time my mind was drifting somewhere else.

actually I seems to have lost track of time already! took me sometime to remember it’s Saturday gng Sunday. then I suddenly realize the past 3 weeks have being passing really fast or maybe even really slow!!! it’s only 3 weeks and it seems like so much have happened.

then I sort of realise I m silently happier!!! Cause all my 6 projects are overrrr! Of course, there’s always lan tan zhi left to clean up. But hey! the bulk of the crap is over!! Now is just the handing over part.

then I was thinking about my next 3 to 4 weeks of august! Yep, there’s quite a few stuff u need to finish up and those outstanding projects, hope I can chop chop finish. then I was thinking about academic. i shall be out of the stupid AP after the IO grade is released. something I have being wondering leh, how much effort should i put in?

is like there is no plans to excel academically already, because I have got other plans in life already, and even if those don’t work out, I have pathed a few other pretty good opportunities for myself already. So really, how much effort should i put in?

I asked this question, cause sometimes I sort of feel like challenging myself for an A. yea meaningless! but I was just wondering how determined can I get when I want to get something done, but then again, there’s always others ways to do so!!!

oooh crap!! Too much random stuff running through and I am starting to type rubbish…. nvm! It’s getting really late! I shall go to sleep soon ba!!

Good night and keep smiling, world!

pretty bored.. alone in hotel w 2 others, while the rest are all out to continue eating. the other 2 is filling up the playing with their own jacuzzi.

I guess maybe cause I sort of miss home too ba? haha seriously being away for too much different experience for a bit too long.. can’t look wait for the flight tmr evening!!!!!!!

maybe the running nose contribute to the siannesss too.. or maybe is the pretty bad mix of people ba.. sort of a bit totally sian a few times. well the hotel is quite good tho! although don’t knw why they got so much things to complain still lahhhh..

gng to pop a pill later! My running nose shall stop tmr!!! pleaseee! Getting really irritating..

going forward!

on a very rare occasion I m the first among the Exco to reach on this early morning! Hahaha according to the norm, I m always among the last or wayyyy late! Morning appt sucks!

Hahaha and so, have you smile today?

at changi airport t1 now, and I just realize how cui and old this terminal actually is!!!! hahaha got the really old school feeling loh. 4 days.
Oooh and u an actually buy travel insurance from axs! impressive!! u can almost do it from your iPhone if not for the stupid java thing nets is using to enter credit card numbers. so not mobile friendly. hahaha

anticipation never feel so exciting before! hahahaha
it’s becoming a weird habit I proof read my own writings. haha

i still don’t know what to do that day!!!

misses….

i was literally staring at that message for a few minutes. and now i m like staring at the box!
its like an overwhelming feeling of everything! )))))

thank you!

the biggest picture always begin with a single brush stroke.

its being really quite a while since i last when swimming.. its pretty obvious from the layer of dust that have accumulated on my goggles. ya, goggles the one with the double ‘g’. blame it on googles for making this spelling so confusing.

think i sort of injured my knee joint a bit.. gonna be a slow relaxing swim later.

a very nice song!

ya! i need you now!! =)))) hahaha

do you go to bed everynight looking forward to waking up the next morning smiling?
its a blessing to give!